It's been seven months since my friends V and her son died. Not a single day went by without thinking about her. I am no longer crying but still having a choked-up feeling when I think of her and her son R.
I cannot bring myself to go to salon to get my facials ever since she died . I just booked one last month but cancelled the apt the day before sighting some silly reason that I don't even remember. Memories of her is making it harder. Especially after NR's birth , I went regularly every month to get a facial followed by an amazing massage for my back pain. No, she is not a professional masseuse but did that special thing for me . She took care of me like a good sister.
My birthday is coming up soon and I miss going to her house to get all glammed up. I am shedding tears, as I type this post. I have accepted that she is no longer with us, but silly me wanted to give her a hug like we usually do. I miss talking to you V and hearing your sweet voice saying "haooooooo" in a typical Gujarati accent. You are our guardian angel now. Love you always.
It's hard to get a best friends as we grow older. I was fortunate to get a good friend in my adult life though it lasted just for a decade. Hope you are happy and safe and having the best time with R betah.
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