I am blessed with a good man in my life. But there are times when I feel so unloved . Those are not the moments created by CB but by his family . I used to wonder if he really loved me since he is not standing up for me . Till today I don't feel respected or loved by his family though his interpretation is different. It is not the usual in-laws and daughter in laws stuff in my case but something very stealthy which people will never understand except me and my close family members. They see what I see ,they feel what I feel.
We rarely fight but when we argue( I should say "I" because he never argues with me) it is always about how sad /angry or offended I am with his family behaviours towards me. Though he clearly and completely understands and sees the issue he would never ever mount into angry words against his family or agrees with me. He would always gives very peaceful point of view and tries to soothe me. At this point I get so angry and get so emotional and utter all filmi dialogues like a six-year-old kid :) .
But watching this short film today I felt so emotional I understood why CB behaves that way . He is a good son and good human being blessed with loving soul. I understood the reason behind his calm and collected mood in all the emotional situation involving his family. He sees them for who they are and not for what they do . The apologetic look on his face during emotional situation makes me forgive the people he loves who cause so much grief at times.
He is a typical son who would have patiently answered his dad all the time with love and hugged his parents just like the father in this film. On the other hand I am the typical son in the film getting angry , annoyed or arguing with my parents because I expect them to take care of me or treat me like a kid and fail to understood they have done enough of that already. I wish I can grow up and be mature like my husband.
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